bored to death

i cant feel any home , am sorry but it's not like a homeless dog anyway . and i hate the fact that i still cant accept it , and just go through it . all i want is brand new life , stuffs, new peoples , and so much more . why keep talking about it when you know it'll never be happen. god, shit things do happened.
so , life goes like it actually did. alarms clock ringing , bitch school, studied , had chit chat  , do stupid things , shout out loud , laughing like mad , day dreaming , went out and having stupid time , crying , pissed off, scolding , and most of all bored me till death . why can i just be smart and make my parents proud of myself ? -.- stupid question . but really why ? :|
anywy this wifi connection has been running too slow all this time , 'll put some photos next post .






dream as if you'll live forever , live as if you'll die today. :)

top of the world

Boy you know you get me highWont you take me for a rideTell me where u want to goTell me where u want to go
It's the cataracs
Yo, Its that dancefloor - 808She hit me like a 808Have you all night, vodka straightBottles up, you and meMe and you, on a tripAll night flight, girl lets dipLickin my lips im in the zoneAnd I cant really say what Im sippin on
But You taste good to meGirls like you make historySure does sound like a hit to meNow che-e-e-ck out this beat
[CHORUS]
Now, you got itYou got it goin on, goin on, & on &on &on &onBoy you know you get me highWont you take me for a rideTell me where u want to go Tell me where u want to goIm your bonnie, you're my clydeI'll be your "ride or die"Tell me where you want to goTell me where you want to go
T-t-t-to the top of the worlddd (x2)
Your daddy must have been a drug dealer (why?)Cause you dopeYou the bonnie to my clyde, Juliet and RomeoYour daddy must have been a drug dealer (why?)I don't know, im just saying anything to get me up inside your throatIs it workin?Im just playinMan this bottle got me sayinI don't ever wanna lose, lose ya right now
[CHORUS]
T-t-t-to the top of the worlddd
Tell me where you want to go (x4)
Where, you wanna, where you wanna go? (x4)
T-t-t-to the top of the worlddd
It's the cataracs

hi hello! :)
have been years not posting something here.
i'm bored , but pretty busy and stuck in middle of  the spongebob squarepants games. i went to beach , 3 times  . and it takes 12 hours sitting in the car just to get into the first island . exhausted yes i am !



yeay :)

freaakk

 i'm sick like freak , have been eating pills but still. my head hurts so bad , get the hell out from my head !

ihate everysinglething onmylife

 abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz.
what i found in my free time .

depend

what's life , if you , yourself ,depend on something that's not true at all. an idiot will do .

so this is what i see through my window , mf.

the end as well!

candies ! yes chocolate .

this is so true

i still cant sleep . imagine what i see through my window , gross, scary house night version coming soon, if i dare to.
i'm so full and tired, thanks to the frogs.











i'm such a mess :(
mf.

white horse please

i know it's kinda lame , but love this song too much .
just gonna sing like,

Say you're sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you

Holding on, the days drag on
Stupid girl, I should have known
I should have known

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, now I know

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now

And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late to catch me now

keep singing (:

guess

 guess,

like i care about this stupid ugly picture

nyam

nyamm

sluurpp

our activities

guys

heheheheh :)

hahahahahhah :)

bahahhhahaha :))

black and yellow black and yellow . i mean black and white

okay done

 so goodbye . have nothing to write . have no idea.
and thnkyou jeffry pratama , tummy's so f full.

















si ya !

EVERYTHING TURNS BLACK

when everything turns black you just cant control yourself , but to changed you used to be.
sometimes i wish i died in my sleep , or even just cant get awake . life's shit , just when you cant control it. your beloved just walk in and out like seasons , we're jerks , yes sometimes , and it's a must .
honest, well mannered ,smart, kind , helpfulness, are what we have to be , nobody can help you , except yourself. great things are accomplished just by talented people who believe they will accomplish them .
you are now thinking that you're the greatest man/woman in the whole entire world, and when someone ask for help all you can do is scream "back off'" .
so cut my neck off!!!






















just to end this suffering.

















bah ! seeyouuuu :)

27 MAY 2011

27 may 2011 , my best friend turns 15 .
happy birthday JEFFRY PRATAMA,
yes we are making a surprise ,we aregoing to not telling any birthday greeting to him
maybe he's mad , but , wait until tomorrow dear kikikiki
surprise is coming !
i will die , if he reads these . okay so if you read these just pretend like you're not .
i have nothing to you jep but here's

nyam

like i care about my hand writing

do you understand? of course not


so,
interested him? call me girls
and finally HIDUP VIP KITA JEP.

hmmmmmmmm gtg.

oh paris

no to the way , can you taste them? so good nyummy . yes they are made in paris , paris paris paris
the food, people, language , buildings, sky, what a wonderful paris .
but it's too sad to hear about the end of the world huh. stop talking about that .
i will go to paris someday :)
or maybe newyork city ? i loved nycity too , so post about nycity coming soon .
i'm stupid .









au revoir
lol

miley

today i'm having so much fun with my guys
lovelovelovelove you guys ,
what? of course they r crazy
anywy just remembered a song miley cyrus sang yes from vinski's car.

lovin it.










hatchi !

do you have any idea

"Do You Have Any Idea Why A Raven Is Like A Writing Desk?" - THE HATTER (Alice in Wonderland )

YES, I CUT

yes, i cut my fingers' nails !!!!!! :( nooooooo !
but i do it for some reasons , reasons that ya know  :) lalalililulu
i'm bach huge fans, he's so so so so so so so so so so so so so okay google it





bye.

HELP

HELP , i cant sleep, sitting in bed for hours, staring straight into the wall like an idiot , wishing . but still CAN NOT sleep .wells  i see sunshine through the window, the birds are singing, then i realized, it's 5.30 in the morning , fml.
i dont sleep again.
oh anywy i'm having flu and colds . tissues are everywhere .




morning stupid sunshine.

i am so

i am so not going to sleep, as always . cant resist to capt silly photos of me ,
duhhhh !hate me



gottago

i'm feeling so fly

"i'm feeling so fly like flying dutchman" - spongebob squarepants

the second of me

the second of me ,

fat, lazy, short.
isn't it cute? i say yes .

LMAO,
me